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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Long time No Write!

Well, you can tell that I have been busy. No posting for quite some time, I guess that is what happens when you start a successful business, your husband gets promoted (what husband?) and you have a new baby just before Christmas.
Ryan was welcomed into the world 20 days early, and let me tell you; I was not ready.
What does that mean anyway? Can one ever truly be "ready" for the most life altering moment of their whole existence?
Sure, people think that they are "ready", they read the books, go to the classes and such but don't realize the full implications of having a child.
You become a slave. In a good way, but also in a "why can't I pee by myself?" Kinda way. (ps. Talking about the mom getting alone time).
These little people rule my world, and although I have many many aspirations they all get put on the back burner, All of them.
So I am always playing catch up, and slowly losing the identity of me.
Who am I.
I am Keenan's mom, I am Ryan's mom, I am Chris' wife....when he is home. (but that is a whole other topic.)
I know that I am a journaler by nature, and perhaps I should take some time for myself to start writing again...but then, who reads this anyway!


Blue Ix said...

In response to "who reads this anyway"... I do. :) It's been a while, obviously, seeing as I just checked in today, but I do keep an eye here to find out what's going on in your world. I know we haven't seen eachother in years, but I still think about you a lot. Even had a dream about you a few days ago! Haha.

Congrats on your new baby! It may sound strange for me to say, but I'm really proud of you, and excited about your family. Make sense at all?

Okay, I need to get back to work now. Just wanted to say hi.

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